This question had been appearing more n more often when i meet
my frds,especially my old frds.n it's really starting to get on my
nerves.goodness.m i so old alr?to b considered a spinster if i m
still not attached?
Then it's usually followed by "Why don't u get a bf?" What do they
want me to say? Ntuc got offer or not? got buy one get one free de?
i m so sick of finding excuses to ans these qns. some even asked if
i m a lesbain. haix.
So a few days ago when i was confronted with the qns again i didnt
want to make up any excuse anymore. "nobody ever likes me." i blurt
out. they didnt seem to get it. so i repeated myself "NOBODY,except
perverts,LIKES ME.alrite?" at first they didnt quite believe me.
they were stumped. after a while they asked me "why say so negative
things?" "why hav so little confidence in urself?". Hello, it
wasn't a self opinion. it is a fact. who wants to sound like a
loser? I didnt want to say the truth too but i just wanted these
qns to stop haunting me. n just when i tot it was over, they
started talking abt setting me up with guys. plz. cant we just
leave it?
I know some of them meant good but what they dun realise is that
they r just adding to my misery. The ppl n evironment i face
everday alr makes me feel inferior, ugly and queer just cos i m
single. isnt it enough? do i hav to announce to all my frds that i
m unwanted for them to rest it? how can i get ppl to stop asking me
the qns?n give up the idea of setting up dates or watever,i dun
want to hav to impress strangers constantly. i feel like saying
plz..plz dun give me the pressure to get attached anymore if u all
really care.it's just making me miserable.
One last note,how do i get couples(frds) to be more discrete with
showing PDA in front of me? somehow, even when i go out in groups,i
normally end up being the only single there. the ones i know who
would take care to make me comfortable with them r too few,in fact
i think only this one girl n her bf. the rest of 'em while i dun
wish to interrupt their lovey-dovey, i wish they could be more
considerate. do couples really need to hug,kiss n play with each
other constantly from the first moment we meet till the moment we
part?like that meet me for wat?even if i sneak away i bet they'd
never know till they r heading home.
